I just want it to stop.  This life.  All this pain.  I can't handle it anymore.  All I want is for everyone to love me, to accept me for who I am.  But of course, no one ever does.  All of my friends abandon me, and my father... well, he tries, but he NEVER knows what I want.  I mean, he's known me for my entire life, and yet he doesn't know me at all.  So all we do is fight, and he buys me all these things, and tries to send me away to these fancy colleges, but I don't WANT any of that!  All I want is acceptance.  After my mother died, I've been feeling so...DEAD inside, and no one ever helps me out.  I just want it to end.  And yet, I still love you all.  I can't help it.  That's just who I am inside.  I only wish that everyone would love me too.  This hurt...



It's too much...